happy birthday, and night.

yesterday i was the one for you
today i am your favorite.
sometimes i'm too much trouble when i don't suit your plans.
i am not a part of your plan
i have and Am my own blueprint.
yesterday you had the time
today i am not worth it.
what i do not understand is your surprise
when i withdraw the Love Light in my eyes
what are you hiding
i ask?
you squirrel and jitter away
claiming you want Truth
but you are afraid of it.

Today it is your birthday.
Today, is it worth it?