Until

the tenderness i could give you
all the sweetness of my radiant heart
my flesh made sunshine
my support never doubted
all my best wrapped up tight
my lips, wound tighter
and tighter until
 until
until
Until
until
I trust.

I do not trust that i will find you
but I must.
letting in half strangers
letting out half truths
living half alive
living half a lie.