rough draft 2

i am not afraid
to sleep alone
is this supposed to be
what makes and
breaks what
exactly do you want
you coward
you control control
remote and lonely
never alone and you still
keep calling me\
softly sweetly
lies like code lies
timelines mean nothing
here I am.
here as now as always
has will ever be
what do i have to learn
to lean into my sails
to make souls take
expedient voyages
for foreign, sun-kissed 
Spaces.